Beyond's Second Attempt at Querying
I'll keep this one short and sweet, as it's late and I don't want to disturb anyone... even though this site is empty.
The second batch of queries for Beyond has been sent out... and now all I can think about is how I should've shortened my synopsis... or anything else that's an error here or there I may have made. This is likely the final batch of queries for Beyond, as at this point no other agent I researched would be interested in a story like this.
Sometimes while walking this road, it can almost feel maddening as I go back and forth in my own fantasies, dreaming of the moment when it'll go right. I tend to hyperfocus on one thing, and it eats up my energy so very, very much... although I wouldn't have it any other way.
Am I making sense? I don't know. My brain is sort of... broken, after finally going through with this event that's taken up so much of my time and is the culmination of essentially a full year's worth of effort.
It's over now, it's done. I did it.
I'll continue to improve Beyond and prepare it for self-publishing, but... I do hope that somehow, by some miracle, maybe, against all odds... I can come back to you guys with good news. Even if you guys don't really exist, yet.
This is such a strange blog, isn't it?
Then again, I wouldn't have it any other way, would I?
Until the next post,
- Ud Din